what.. ??
i ve this two lives
one a normal person who has all this dreams about future, emotions, tender feelings, lot of love towards people, cares others feelings, who wants to run away and see this world, meet people, climb mountains, swim in the rivers...cry a lot...
there is this spiritual person who knows this world is not real, this worldly feelings and desires leads to sadness, the love that people shows is not true, it is full of selfishness and it comes from greed and lust, nothing realy exist, ........ and there is a greater truth to know...
the real me is lost somewhere in between
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You were always a wonderful friend. and you will remain one, I know we will never ever meet again, look at each others Eyes......or talk or make paintings or travel.
I dont want to Cling to the past and the memory and the Nostalgia of it. that is sacrilegious, that is insulting to Love, the Lover is good , but the lover is good because of Love. You need not sacrifice Love for the Lover, Lovers come and go, Love remains.
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but sometimes i wonder .. WHY ?
Why all this.. so called experiences...
but then i cant find an answer.. we can say its Life..
but that is not the right answer .. dont you think...
sometimes i wonder WHO AM I ??
Sometimes i just dont care who i am !!
yet the Question Remains...
is the Aim of our life to find answer to this question.
.. or is it just a happening.. just like the sea has waves and the clouds brings rain. and the river Just flows blissfully to the Ocean.. ??
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