Morning !

I never knew mornings where so beautiful, I dont know really why, today i woke up at 5:30 am which i never do unless there is some emergency,

so today was some what different from any of my normal day, in which i normally wake up at 8:30 only and sit in my bed for some 20 minutes thinking about some stupid things.
but today was different, i came out of the room it was still dark outside, cud hear some spiritual songs which was played in some temple near by and sat on oen chair and listened to the songs. My mind was thinking about my past and the uncertain future. I was rather dreaming about being a National Geographic Photographer !. ok our mind can think about anything and impractically. anyway it was nice o think about being a National Geographic Photographer. wow what a thought.

By then it was already 6 20. though i will go for a walk. so i just went out and walked on the road, saw my friends playing badminton. was thinking about the days where i used to play badminton. oh it was very long ago. or may be the time is running really fast and i am struggling to keep up the pace. May be. so there was this pond on the way which was filled with lot of water a few day back, now its drying up. yeah the Summer is coming . the winter was not so cold this year. and so was the rainy season. its so unfair to have such a hot summer. but again its not us who decides. so i just enjoyed the empty pond with a group of Egrets feeding on dying fish. there was a frenzy and every egret was trying to eat as much as they can. it was a kind of feast . but this birds where really beautiful, they where so beautiful. soon i was walking by another pond , the water was not entirely dried up there. there was only one egret there. it was a pretty big pond with only one egret. I dont know whether he is crazy or smart while his friends are having a feast at the other pond really nearby. what was he doing there alone. ? may be he own the pond , or may be he is been fishing there since he started feeding for himself. may be he is ignorant of the other pond. may be he is so attached to his small pond and he is happy there.

Is there any relation to all this to my life? which is being undergoing drastic changes every season ? Yeah may be. I am like that lonely egret who is not ready to give up his empty pond where no one else is interested. No body wants to be in there coz there is nothing there. may be. May be i am stupid like that egret. Holding on to my lil pond. may be i am a great person like that egret who did nt leave the Pond that fed when it cud. may be i am not an opportunist like the other egrets. may be i think that rain will come and the pond will regain its strength once again and feed him well in the coming months. or may be the egret doesn't know how to fly. may be he is afraid of the world.

Oh.. i was back at my room. by 7. 20. oh with all this thoughts i forgot that by now i have had two cups of tea and walked up 5 stories to my room. I though about reading the rest of the book that i was reading last night. the alchemist. its a beautiful book. i remembered its been atleast 4 years since i read any novel. but this was a beautiful one. its about two dreamers. who went in search of ways to realize their dreams. Again dreamers and dream and travel..

Hmm early mornings are not bad.. to be continued ....